Frustrations

Have you ever been around 25 other people for so long you start to get frustrated? Well it's starting to happen to some of us here. Hanging out with every event staff is starting to be overwhelming for me. Everyone is having their own conversations while also trying to talk in the conversation beside them. Everyone is fighting for attention because we are still trying to learn things about each other. It's just getting to be too much. Me, being the shy one that I am, gets overwhelmed really easy and I just start to shut down and get in my cocoon. I will start to not talk to people anymore. It's so much easier for me to talk to someone one on one rather than group on group. I'm definitely not saying that I hate the group. I love the group! It's crazy how much these people are beginning to mean to me even though its only been 10 days since we have known each other. I'm just saying that I start to get frustrated with something's people start to say when they are trying to grab attention. It starts to be hurtful. I absolutely love my job! I also love my co-workers but I also know when I need my space. Working with them for 9 hrs and then hanging out with them for sometimes 6 more hours afterwards is too much for me to handle everyday. Maybe twice a week but not what's been happening. Anyway, that's what has been going on. I was lucky today that I got to get out by myself for awhile and do laundry at home. It was a great time for me. Even though when I got back I found out that the girls were freaking out that I went home because they thought I went because I was scared of the storm that is headed our way. I was like girls. I have been in many storms. I wouldn't go home because a storm was coming plus the dorms are the safest place for me to be because it has a basement and my house does not. It made me laugh. FYI the storm is going to miss us anyway. Anyway I was slightly chuckling to myself when they told me what had happened. I didn't say anything to them when I left about the storm. I just said that I need to go home really fast. So funny.