And the Chaos Begins... Again

So tomorrow starts the Chaos again. I start back at school but this time with a much heavier load. This semester I will have the heaviest load I have ever taken with a whomping 22 hours! Yes, I am crazy! This semester will be my last semester of class before student teaching!! I can finally see the end of the tunnel!! But because of this, I have to take the rest of my classes in this one semester. You might be thinking well why not summer classes? Well I don't want to have that much pressure while working for CIY this summer! I had so much last semester. I can't even imagine putting an online class on top of that. So, 22 hours of classes + 1 1/2 part time jobs (I'll explain later) + college age leadership team at church + at least 16 hours of observation hours + 7 hours of community service = one chaotic lady! I am going to have my hands full this semester for sure!! My 1 1/2 part time jobs is taking care of my awesome cousin but the other is a sub position at the daycare that I did work at last semester. I decided that working 10 hours at that job a week is a bit too much for me so I am now just a sub. This lets me have the opportunity to say No if I am busy taking care of Trachelle or swamped with homework or have any other plans that I may have to get done. All in all I think it is for the best, but I wouldn't change the chaos in my life or at least not right now! I have something to look forward to. I can see what's ahead and I'm excited! God has started to open doors for me and I cannot wait to get started! This makes me nervous though! This time next year I will either have a big girl job or will be searching for a big girl job. I'm praying for the first option of course! I will officially be an adult that's on my own! How scary!! I'm not sure what God has in store for me but one thing that I pray is that he won't stop the chaos in my life because in the midst of the chaos I can always see the hope of God guiding me through.

Kristin